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halooooooooooooooo
hi.
I'm having a crisis.
I'm in yr 12 and I don't know what to do with my life.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeelp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *runs around crazy crazily*
ahem.
now I will attempt to order my emotions. but I can't cause it's jsut too crazy
whatamIdoinghowcanibegraduatingthisdoesn'tmakeanysense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!
love you guys ^_^
hi.
I'm having a crisis.
I'm in yr 12 and I don't know what to do with my life.
heeeeeeeeeeeeeelp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *runs around crazy crazily*
ahem.
now I will attempt to order my emotions. but I can't cause it's jsut too crazy
whatamIdoinghowcanibegraduatingthisdoesn'tmakeanysense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!
love you guys ^_^
I'm back!
...but also, gone. far away to the cold, beautiful land of new zealand.
life is good, but the relative solitude in which I find myself is conductive to artyness. or, in simpler terms, I am bored, therefore I draw.
I am also doing heaps of writing, but nothing that I want to put up here so do not fear that more angsty poems will soon be presented to you ;)
just to clarify
peoples, just to clarify, I don't think I'm any good.
I don't look at stuff I've written (or drawn, for that matter) and think 'oh yeah, that's hell good' cause it's not! not at all :D
I can't explain why, but it is incredibly...fun, and calming to write stuff down, and then upload it. it's the fact that I know someone might read them that
a. motivates me. (plus, there's the chance of feedback from people you don't know. HURRAH!!!)and
2. makes it more meaningful. stupid, I know.
In a way. sort of.
oooh here I am again, getting muddled , but yeah, I did this in case any of you think I'm proud of my work. I'm really not :( but it's okay
these times-watch us.
slowley but surely I have been soaking Rilke up these last few months: the man, his work and his life. And that is probably the only right way with literature, with study, with people or with anything else: to let it all soak in, to let it all mature slowly inside you until it has become a part of yourself. That, too, is a growing process. Everything is a growing process. And in between, emotions and sensations that strike you like lightning. But still the most important thing is the organic process of growing.
-Etty Hillesum
no idea who etty or rilke are, but this quote is so appropriate for what's been happening. it's amazing :')
coming
Hello Sweetie!
hehehe...
*gets back to work*
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you got home crazy fast today.... impressive!
Let me help. you DO know what to do with your life. Scriptwritingey, musiccy, teachingy things. you don't go to uni til next year. That's plenty of time. You will be fine. You're going to get a TER that is EASILY high enough for any of those things, and whip me in the process.
Graduation i have no comfort for. I can't believe it either. But we will be fine, and think how amazing it'll be when it's OOOVVEEERRRRR, and we're at home, preparing to go do amazing non-school related things.
Let me help. you DO know what to do with your life. Scriptwritingey, musiccy, teachingy things. you don't go to uni til next year. That's plenty of time. You will be fine. You're going to get a TER that is EASILY high enough for any of those things, and whip me in the process.
Graduation i have no comfort for. I can't believe it either. But we will be fine, and think how amazing it'll be when it's OOOVVEEERRRRR, and we're at home, preparing to go do amazing non-school related things.